I wont ever move on

Today is a winding road
that's taking me to places
that I didn't want to go
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something
and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start
and tell me something I don't know
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle
and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
that's taking me to places
that I didn't want to go

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

Boys like girls- Thunder

I hate myself for being me

If there was something I could change,
That would first be me,
I'm depressed, I'm down,
I used to have pride in my academics,
now all that's left is stupidity,
I wish to change myself,
to turn back time, erasing all the stupid mistakes i made,
and never to have met someone like you,
its hard to live on like this,
knowing that I'm living on an empty hope,
that lies within a fool's dream,
I cant think of anything else, but you,
and also knowing that the chance of getting to be with you is,
as good as snowing in Malaysia,
I cant stand living knowing that I like you and knowing i will never be with you,
and
I cant live without you,
What's left is an idiot's dream.

I never hated myself more. I envy you