Just a random bulletin

SIX LASTS:
1. last beverage- Tesco Ice cream soda
2. last phone call- From Marcus's father asking where is he
3. last instant message- From someone telling me he loves choc too much and he's fat(not even close to "fat" -_-")
4. last cd played- One Republic, Dreaming out loud
5. last time you cried- Recently, not telling why
6. last text message sent to you says- "your maxis caller ringtone has been renewed"

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
7. dated someone twice- Nope. Never had that chance
8. been cheated on?- I have no idea...maybe
9. kissed someone & regreted it?- Yes and no.
10. lost someone special?- Yes
11. been depressed- All the time
12. been drunk and threw up?- Just high. Not drunk yet
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
13. Baby blue 14. Black15. Turquoise

THIS MONTH HAVE YOU:
16. Made a new friend- Yeah a lot lol
17. Fallen out of love- You can say so
18. Laughed until you cried- Everytime I'm with the TD gang
19. Met someone who changed your life- this month? Maybe in the future. I dont know
20. Found out who your true friends were- Always knew my true friends all along
21. Is there something you want to tell someone- Yes, but not now
22. Have you kissed anyone on your friends list-No
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life- A lot. Not even bothered to count -_-"
24. How many kids do you want to have?- Two or three?
25. Do you have any pets?- Yep, budgies, finches and fishes
26. Change your name?- From Colin Tang into Nathaniel Tang =D

RANDOMS
:27. What did you do for your last bday?- Went for Chillis dinner and Resident Evil movie
28. What time did you wake up today?-11AM
29. What were you doing at midnight last night?- Blogging
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for – Miracles to happen
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?- My love life. Its so complicated

CURRENTLY:
49. Eating- Nothing.(Makan angin lor)
50. Drinking- Cold water
52. I’m about to- Send pms to few ppl in msn
53. Listening to- Teardrops on my guitar
55. Waiting for- Hell knows what I'm waiting for

YOUR FUTURE:
58. Want kids?- If possible
59. Want to get married?- Who doesnt?
60. Careers in mind?- Finance line

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
68. Lips or eyes- Both
69. Hugs or kisses– Errr hugs i guess =D
70. Shorter or taller- Shorter!
72. Romantic or spontaneous- Romantic
73. Nice stomach or nice arms– What a question
74. Sensitive or loud- Sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship- relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant- Hesitant i guess

HAVE YOU EVER:
78. Kissed a stranger- yes
79. Drank liquor- yes
80. Lost glasses/contacts- Nope
81. Ran away from home- nope
84. Broken someone’s heart- Yes
85. Been arrested-Nopes
86. Turned someone down- Yes. ruined a friendship, sad to say

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself- yes
90. Miracles- Yes.
91. Love at first sight- yes
92. Heaven- Yes.
93. Santa Claus- no
94. Kiss on the first date-no
95. Angels- Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?- Not really
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend?- no
99. Do you believe in God?- yes
100. Posting this as 100 Truths?- Well, question 32-48 seems to be missing, so i guess it aint 100 questions LoL

Standing up and moving along

Wow, what another I've had again. Spent my day today boardgaming. It was fun! Lovethe boardgames, although not the explaining bit. Took me around an hour in total to explain Starcraft the board game this time round. Played other simpler ones like jungle speed too. Thankfully I never slammed the "stick" into Joel's face again haha! After that, we finally managed to play Rockband on Ps3 ( it was previously dominated by a few...rather noisy "rockers"). Love the guitars =D. I love relaxing at toybox. For u guys that dont know what it is, it's a shop that sells and also rent boardgames. It also have hobby leagues for trading card games such as WoW, VS and Spoils. Check it out at http://www.toybox.com.my/.


After thinking for quite some time Ive decided to move on. I guess its better than staying depressed all the time,right? I want something that can last. I dont want to be hurt no more. Please save me. I need someone to pull me back up. I'm hidden in an alcove of darkness. Show me and lead me the way whoever that may be. Please be the one for me. Everyone is meant and bound to be together with someone they love. I'm still waiting...I believe someday that person will come. I wont let go that chance again. I want to learn how to love again.





And listen to this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2ATJiBowt8
Love this song so so much =D

Helping hand

Here's my latest post but this'll be a short one as I've got no mood to post much.

Celebrated Marc's bday yest. Got him a skele hoodie and a Gerrard poster.Damn shud hv taken pics of it =D

I'm down, facing dilemmas and I'm just very confused. I'm torn inside out. I need a helping hand.....anyone?

Friends

Well, I guess its the time where I post photos of all my friends. Sorry, no pun intended haha. Please ensure you are 18 and above before you view the pix......And if ure not, "the management of this blog will not be responsible to any harm caused by the obscene photos below".






I'm not joking

1st pic: Kelvin trying to look cute on the bunny machine (We forced him on)
2nd: Kien Lin.If only get to see him more often
3rd: Harold with the "dead fish" look
4th: Briyani looking a bit serious. (Crazy monkey who will nvr stay still, very unpredictable)
5th: Marcus, with "sperm" on his face
6th: Ravin aka poser boy.( You look good being vain, u know)
7th: Kali stoning while driving
8th: Richard licking some sperm (its kelv's bday cake la)

They're just pictures of my close friends. Love u guys lol

p/s these pics were taken and posted without permission. Sue me hehe. Or thank me for promoting u guys lol

Loner-Boy

I feel lonely. I feel audacious. I feel....stupid. I have no idea what I'm going through now. Its like every single emotions just got mixed up together in a blender.If emotions were tangible,mine would look like this.


I just despise people who give their opinion of another person when they dont even know them well.(Well, dont I resemble a hypocrite, now then). With all due respect, you are entitled to express freely your opinion. I'm just looking at the moral-side point of view. Of course I'm hurt by those comments. Do I look like someone with bad intentions? I never judged anyone expressly without knowing them better. (I dont always follow that principle,of course). I'm just confused. Even my post for today is confusing. I'm lost, I dont know what to do. I feel like confronting the person involved but I know its not wise. I hope you read my blog and understand how I feel. I dont want this to continue but i cant help it. If you think you know best, the give me a single piece of constructive advice and not just give the final conclusion. I'll gladly appreciate it

On the brighter side, I'll post pics of my trip up in Aussie soon as ive just received the pix =).

Sacrifice

"Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one you love, is by far, the truest type of love" . I got this quote somewhere from the internet and I really do believe in it. I've been keeping up to this for a very very long time now. It really does make me happy to see my family, friends and loved ones being happy. So. I guess I will keep up to this quote. I know I will have to suffer in the end, but i guess seeing everyone happy I will feel happy as well....or will I not

Bad luck charm

It does really seems that Lady luck has abandoned my cause. Everything I've been doing recently does seem to end up in my disliking. Today, woke up with a headache and sore legs. That wasn't so bad. But I've been trying to call one of my Monash lecturers for consultation but he seems to have evaporated. It's really frustrating, taking into account that I've been trying to reach him for almost 2 months. What I did thereafter just does not seem to go my way. Glad the day has ended. Quite a bad start of the new year.

I'm missing Australia and Singapore so badly. Malaysia's like one of the most boring place to be now. Regretted that i chose to be back early. Ended up spending new year shaking my own hands and hugging myself wishing a happy and prosperous new year. Kind of being a loner. Couldnt do anything though, considering all my friends went for their own parties or another.

I'm also really missing someone so badly. Fate has brought us together, and now it has brought us apart. I'm just hoping it will turn out well soon. To you, I love you more than anything right now and I really need you like a heart needs a beat.Missing you so badly.

I'm hating life as how it is now. As Earl Nightingale would say "Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us". I've been trying to adhere to the beliefs of what joy life could enrich us but it never seems justified. Now I do however, believe that the greatest punishment God can impale on us is life itself.

Till then-
(Praying for a better tomorrow)

Back from the dead

Hi there once again, I'm back!(I hope for a long time this time round). Well, let's see where can i start.Oh yep,its a new year 2008! Hope it will be a really great year this time round. I'll recap the year 2007. It all started with the introduction of World of Warcraft TCG into my life. Here's a pic of it. Its my favourite card as well as Hero, Litori. The other 2 pics are popular card like Leeroy and the sexy chic, Lady Jaina.

Then there's the beginning for a new journey, which is my University- Monash Malaysia
Not a place I would exactly enjoy as much as Ausmat had brought us. Horrible beginnings to the education sector( of my life obviously, not the government). Failed Microeconomics(not my fault) and Marketing(I still wonder how i manage to fail it). Boring year, not much friends there. Just Lee,Aaron and Ming Han as my closest friends there. Lee's really as expectedly unreliable though (leave a comment when you read this!) Been keeping to himself all time long. Quite sure even Brian would be frustrated by that.

Luckily I've been together with a new group of friends, thanks to Brian. Was at Taman Desa almost everyday. Futsals, mamaks as well as movie outing and lots of crap activities to keep me entertained. Mostly played in iPlay for Fifa 07 and Counter-strike.

Okies, as for the year ends. I was supposed to go for the WoW championship in US but as my Visa got rejected, what a dent in my hopes of winning something out of the game. Top prize was $100,000 USD. Being Asia's number 1 doesnt matter(Not boasting....really! XD).

As for the year end holidays (which was recently), had a visit to Australia for 2 weeks. Stayed over at Brian's. Awesome trip. Visited a strawberry and cherry farm. Went to 2 beaches as well. Brian's friends organized those trips. Was an awesome time.(Quite sure Brainy boy isnt able to organise something so well planned and well-organised as that). Had awesome dinner at Lygon(Little Italy) as there were amazing amazing pastas. The streets were really cool except for the closing time of shops(5pm) which wasnt cool.Went to the Crown casino as well.

Just came back from Singapore last week. Stayed over at my aunt's for that period. Was one of my most memorable trips ever. Went to Bugis, Somerset and Orchard shopping mania. Even bought myself a F50 boots(reddish orangy colour) for around RM 500.Met up with my friend Eric, and thanks for all the good times there. Will be missing you badly. Neoprints and awesome shoppnig frenzy. Love the way you sing, play the piano and talk.Went to Zouk Singapore too. Awesome place. Went back around 6 am.Here's a pic of me and my so called "uncle"'s friends.

Thats all for now I guess. Better get some sleep already. Updates will be frequent now!Will upload what i bought in Singapore as well as the Aussie trip when i get the pics.Till then. Ciaoz!

~Nate